єddīīє's Ƨσʋl: January 2010

Thursday, January 28, 2010

爱错

北风毫不留情把叶子吹落脆弱的她选择了逃脱
叶子失去消息风才感觉寂寞整个冬天北风的痛没人能说

翻开回忆角落完美的生活以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后原来是我犯下从没承认的错

我从来没想过我会这样做从来没爱过所以爱错
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过

Now i only know you are this kind of person..
Act i got alot alot of thgs din tell out.. all keep inside my heart..
I act dowan to tell u liao de..
But seems u are this kind of person.. I will tell you now
I have read ur blog.. Everthg is about my fault, u ain't fault at all..
你知道我为什么会对你忽冷忽热吗不知道对吧
U said i rarely msg u, right? But u dono b4 that u also treat me the same also?
I not want to scold u or blame u.. Just to tell u that you're too over..

之前我在追求你的时候你拒绝了我很多次
说你对爱情已经很怕了不想再次受伤害结果你逃逼我很多次
全部都是为了你自己我都很努力地去体谅你了解你了但我得到什么
你一直给我暗示说我们做朋友够了
我当初本来不能接受的可是我学会去了解你的痛苦
而我就一直逼着自己不再去想你了找一份工来做希望时间能带走一切

久而久之我不再去信息你不去想你这一切都是我用泪水换来的
结果我做到了可是这一切都让你对我有了恨
你恨我为什么不信息你
你恨我为什么对你那么冷
你恨我为什么我弄你哭
你到底要我怎么样要我做回朋友但是你有顾过我的感受吗
我做不到这么伟大的人对不起
你自己想想看有没有人是不希望和自己喜欢的人在一起的

我对你说我有喜欢的对象了结果让我拆穿你的人格了
你却没有想到我是骗你的而你却冲忙地写在你的blog了
还说幸好你没有和我在一起不然过了几个星期我会对别个女子有感觉
这些话你都敢说出口我现在才知道你是那么维护自己的人真的很幼稚
很对不起说了那么多伤你的话希望你能清楚自己在做什么

19th Of Jan

认识了几个新朋友.. yeah~ 那就是Nightz and Moku..
可爱有好笑的朋友.. 在一起时都很快乐...

今天，是我的好友的生日。生日快乐哦凯斌.Ryan~
昨晚，他约我们出去siang malam喝茶。而我去载朋友。

喝完茶之后，好象是他叫我们去akua村的。
12am. 去到那边，我们就停下来看akua..
有一个akua走向我们来，'她'的名字叫Cat.. LOL!
我们告诉'她'今天是凯斌的生日，有得discount没有。
'她'就说生日Free Of Charge! LOLOLOL~
然后'她'一直叫Ryan test test看.. Ryan一直拒绝..
结果'她'跑上车来性骚扰Ryan.. HAhaha!!
Cat还在Edmund面前show出'她'的胸部！OMG!!
看了都要呕你知道吗。然后我们就离开了。
过后我们就去sentral and then 7eleven.. then back to sleep..
Then only realize i dropped my purse.. Damn it!

今天，Ryan有点不开心，所以我们下午没理他。
下午我和朋友去警察局to make report..
过后我, Edmund, Nightz and Moku 去Rex Box唱k..
因为妈妈打给我我没有接，所以中干... 马上叫我回家。
有电不好意思丢下他们.. hahah~

直到晚上十点多Baohui n Bibi come fetch me go to sportlight meet Edmund them..
And then Ryan reach there also.. We bought a bday cake to him^^
We want to give him a surprise.. So i purposely bring him to far away..
Then Bibi them light up the candles.. Hahaa..
We sang bday song there.. and then eat cake and took some photo..
After that we yamcha at there, sanzai reach there also..
Then bla bla bla and go back liao...

Back to home only can show out my moody face.. sad~
I dono how to kao tim that case.. where to find money for renew my ic n lisence..
Afternoon thanks to nallie for keep comfort me..

Im Tired

This few days i like nvr sleep more than 6hours.. I want to say sorry.. Coz i went to clubbing again.. Wakakaxx.. But qutie boring in Extend cafe.. JR is better.. But i bet KL is hundred times better than here.. Haihs.. Got a lot of things need to think properly only can write out.. I feel like you are not serious at all.. U told me u cant accept me, it was hurt weh.. U ask me to not to care so much about u.. I really dono what to do.. Nowadays u reply my msg quite short.. I also just act like normal.. But some times u say u want sayang, then i ask u do u love me or not.. u say yes.. I was vry confusing.. What should i do? Im afraid to hurt u again.. Im tired of it d.. Feel that u some times need me some times just ignore me.. I had choose to give up b4, but i cant.. For ur good, i have to leave u away.. Give u a better life.. But i cant.. This few days i act like not to choi u, dun care u.. Just let the time pass easily.. Im suffocated without ur msg every day.. God bless me.. Help me to find my way.. Sighs.. Sry to hurt u again..

Penang and Thailand.

Back from Genting on 25th dec.. nice trip act, but quite boring on the 1st day.. When reach Taiping jor straight go to my popo hse to celebrate my cousin's bday party and exchange xmas presents well i get my scarf..

On the very morning of 26th dec, we whole Cheng family to Penang trip.. Well i stayed there 2 nights.. Reach there around noon, super hot..

6 big cars.. Woohoo! We are going Penang 'Pek Yao' lolx..

The snake temple..

Meaningful man..

In the Bayview hotel's toilet..xDD Ready for the beach games..

Back from the beach game.. Super duper fun!!! Ops, my cousin(Andrew) saw my underwear..

There was a sign writed 'not for siting' lol

Messy bed..

Went to eat Curry and Laksa! We ate 60 bowls!

Kek Lok Si

My 'mie mie'..

Some of my coolest cousins..

What is this? lol!

Hard Rock Hotel! Rm1100 per night..

Some cool chinese words..

Love this.. dono what it means

Looks like a symbol more than word

Funny face..

Swimming pool of Bayview Hotel..

Leaving the hotel d.. the roof of da hotel

On the 28th of dec then head to Thailand! Stayed 1 night.. Quite fun.. The tomyam of Thai is super delicious.. And all the things there is kinda cheap..