19th Oct

18th Oct 2010~

Happy Birthday to Cheng Mei Xin! My youngest sister..

I miss you.. Muacks~❤ Sorry for no present for u~ kakakaax!

But at least u get to hear my voice =P

One of my precious friend. Jacq~ She text me.. Ask me about something.. haha

She ask me do my gf or ex did any surprises, touches, happy and memorable things to me b4?

 Ask me to help her. But i have not much experience in these.

Yea.. Another memory i recall the previous.

But that happened a long time ago. 

But now, i already had not had that feeling long time jor..

So i cant help her.. kakax~ 

 

19th Oct

 Back to my homey.. I feel like kinda lonely.. And then go to my balcony.. 

And start to think about my sweetie~ xD

In the beginning.. I thought someone would love me.

But didn't.. Because i didn't love her well.. =(

Maybe before that we are best friend. 

So its hard for me to be myself in front of you~

But for now~ Hey mom, im in love...xD

I gotta release out my bravery tomorrow~ =p

Weather it fail or succeed depends on my luck ba ^^

Hope it will happen and make it happen~

On the other hand..

I gotta change my discipline and attitude too~

Try not to sleep late. Try not to late attend class.

Yea.. Im trying.. Eddie is trying now..

Today, my hair blowing technique was losing. Thats what my teacher told me.

I feel so ashamed. Feel that im useless and hopeless..

But again, another sentence come out from his lips.. 

' Eddie, you have to pickup.. ' 

Although it hurts me. But at the same time...

That sentence push me forward..!

I tell myself i have to make it better until teacher satisfied. 

Yea~ At the end i was successful.. Ahhaha..

And before that i was thinking weather want back to taiping or stay back.

Ytd Zjian msg me tell me that tonight he will sleep at my house. 

And then tomorrow is my housemate's b'day.. 

So she dates us to go to gurney for shopping, ktv and watch movie~

Besides, im asking my dear come meet me after her class..

BUT!
Now Zjian 'put my airplane'.. And i thk my dear will be tired tomorrow

=(
Next week back taiping for pizza!! 

FOR MY FUTURE~! WORK HARD STUDY HARD AND....

PLAY HARD!!!

Muahahahaaa... xD

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Thanks to Chloe for helping me to design my blog.

But Sorry for my friends who don't have your photo beside there..

Chloe did those photos.. 

But i thk if want to list all my best friends its impossible. 

Cuz its too many.. So im gonna remove all the best friends photos.

Sorry ya Chloe.. But you really did a good job.

Staying one person now. Ryan shift to other place d.

He din tell me why. but i guess is all bcoz of transport prob.

Cuz if din shift, everytime he back from work also need ppl fetch.

Like this vry mafan.. coz the one who fetch him not stay here 1.

Now hes working as a bartender.

B4 that i dono he already moved to somewhr else..

I was very angry and fed up when i back to home and ask him where he had been.

he said he already shifted. And i ask why din tell me.

He said he told me in FB. And it was a emergency.

Okays.. I miss him seriously..

Just now he came back to bring his thing.

He ask me want to eat somethg or not.

I said ok. im hungry. Ask what i want to eat.

I said anything. He dapao roti canai for me.

I was happy. But i cant eat. Cuz im feeling not well now.

Sick.. Cant eat those oily food.

But i din tell him. 

Next time we meet im sure i will treat him a meal.

Promised.

I miss one of my friend. Nallie. Regret that i din treat her nicely last time.

Suddenly thk of her.. But its all bout the past.

I thk im gone insane..

And now i miss her. Baohui.

 But she told me that she miss her home.

Saw her status in Fb. i was so worried bout it.

But she didn't tell me anythg.

She said its okay. its fine.

But it doesn't seems like that.

Like din care of what im thking at all.

I ask her again. Seriously asking is she okay?

She answered me, 'no.. ya.. i thk so.. you choose the answer u like'

I was stunned!

I ask whats the problem with her..

She said what for to tell out..

No one can help her..

Ask me to stop asking her..

Ask me to leave her alone.

Maybe she having bad mood.

All i need is bout ur caring.. 

But i text her some terrible msg..

sorry.. =(

And sorry to my family too.

I made all of you disappointed and worried bout me.

I made a mistake. =(

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